And so it begins...

To blog or not to blog? Oh heck why not...

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Well I'll just have you know....

No really I'll just have you know I ALMOST posted twice in February.  REALLY!!! I have the draft saved in my posts but I never got back to it.  I don't know why i am lacking motivation!!! It is really starting to drive me crazy.  I mean I was ALWAYS the person who was ready to get up and out to go do SOMETHING to go do NOTHING.  Not now though ....now I am dragging my butt....now I just put it off until tomorrow....now I just sit home.  Who am I?  I can't even answer that question myself right now.  I really really really need to be the DOER again!  What is it going to take???? Anyone? Anyone? (whenever I right or even think that I always hear Ben Stein from Ferris Bueller's Day Off saying....Bueller Bueller) Nothing huh? No suggestions??? Maybe i need to take a class?  Or go back to the gym? (by the way my daughter has been begging to go to the gym a big change from that summer she got a summer membership and went how many times???? ONCE) I need another JOB!!! I mean I love working for my Dad right now.  I get paid a salary and the hours are really SHORT  you can't beat that right? But this economy is killing us my husband is just not getting any work!!! And in addition to the financial burden that puts on us....seriously if I have to spend one more day in this house with just the two of us for HOURS ..... well let's just say i shouldn't be held accountable for what I might do...lol  I mean don't get me wrong he is pretty good....he does all the outside work at the house AND washes the dishes!!! And he will definitely go and pick up the girlie and her friends if I ask....or sometimes even if I don't ask....The thing about him is...well he is GRUMPY and CRANKY and well he'd kill me if he knew I said this he is also VERY nosey!!!! Now don't get me wrong...sometimes he is fine but other times he is....Gladys Kravitz from Bewitched...LOL  So now you understand why I need to DO more....I need an escape...so I don't try to runaway...lol  (ok just kidding about the running away part because I mean really....where would I go?)  I try to use crafting as an escape....And yes it does work a little....but my house is messy and so I don't have enough room to do the crafting the way I want...and the blog and everyone's blogs are a little escape but I can't do enough with my blog and I have no... oops I mean only ONE follower....and well that is one of my BFFs(hahaha) from high school SO....WOW this is random.....I just popped on to do a quick..."What I've been up to" ...post and here I sit rambling and whining!!! ....Hmmm....I should copy and paste the other post from Feb that i never posted (because it wasn't finished) because that kinda says what I've been doing....Ok so here it is....Hi guys! I know you are shocked that it's still February and I am blogging AGAIN! Did you look at your calendar and think "omg! is it March already???" No no ....it's ok it IS actually February I just decided to pop in and write again.  So now what have I been up to...hmmmm... Well now I know I mentioned that I was going to try NOT to wait until the last minute to do my Valentine's Day cards....yeah that didn't work.  So on Sunday night I sat on my bed making Valentine's cards for my niece and nephew and my daughter.  They did come out pretty cute though!  My daughter made one for her boyfriend....NO she did not make her mother one....you'd think she could have done SOMETHING for her mother (yes I am planning on sending her the link to this post...lol) I mean geezzzz write on a scrap piece of paper or ANYTHING....but nope I got nada.  Now I don't really mind too much :o) My husband surprised me last weekend and put in Hardwood Floors in my Dining Room!  Keep in mind we have had the wood for about two years just sitting in boxes in that room waiting...waiting....waiting....and out of no where Friday he starts cleaning out the room and then Saturday he prepped the floor....(At this point I still wouldn't say it was happening outloud because i didn't want to jinx it...hahaha)...and then LOW AND BEHOLD  Sunday he made a trip to the Home Depot at 1030ish and by 11am he starts nail gunning away and putting in my floor!!! WooHoo!!!!!  Now how do I get him to paint? lol  I know better then to push him or it will never get done.  I think my plan will be to go buy the paint and ya know maybe just "start" to "help" out....I am still in the planning stages though don't want it to back fire on me...lol  Well There ya go!!!! I was actually (at the time) waiting until I uploaded my photos to post it....and you see where THAT got me...yep yep yep...no second post in February!!!  i think I may challenge myself to post at LEAST once a week ....twice would be better even if it's just a quick "Hello Blog World"....hmmmmm....I'll think that over....ok well off to pick up the spoiled girlie from school!!!  Ciao~

1 comment:

  1. Still in my own little ennui....depression, laziness, frustrated over-achiever (LOL) who knows. I need to be "regular" at the gym and wish I had a friend to go with everyday (hint, hint), I could use the implied obligation as motivation!
    Love you! Hang in there!

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